I can't seem to do anything right.

Miscommunications are a monster at times -- for me I can’t stand it when I do it. If things are stressful for me or confusing it’s the peak time for confusion to hit me. Tonight was that kind of night; actually the whole day. The majority of it was spent on the computer and phone talking to people in Nashville about a few projects there. I’m trying my best to not have to go up there and complete them. Then after, finally finished Cari came in my office all teary eyed to tell me about her wonderful day yesterday. He father has an addiction and she trying to help him, gave him a job to do around the house. She called to check up on him with answer so she asked her sister to go check in on him; he was lying in Cari’s 9 year old daughters’ bed, passed out from drinking two huge bottles of mouth wash. Needless to say she had turmoil at home when she made it. Today, she was distraught at work and needed to talk about it with me. We did, it bothers me to think she has to put up with that along with the fact her husband lost it with her dad and her as well over something she really had no control over. So I sat the rest of the day talking her down, making suggestions how to clean up the mouthwash all over the house. Then racing home to check on my brother and his love episode. I clearly messed that whole party up. Sending him in the wrong direction it was clearly my fault not applying much attention of the whole situation. My Pops found out about his skipping class tomorrow; my brother has a bad habit of being honest and a huge mouth. He’s missing out on a test as well, my Pops wasn’t very happy about that but I fear leaving Jacks home this weekend alone. In my “fun” time with Cari I failed to do a few things in the office so I raced back to work to complete that and I opportunity to chat with Amy some -- in my haste to get back to work I was short with her because her responses to me seemed to be too short. Her humongous younger sister was being a brat to her and that’s just one thing I can’t take. In one sense I don’t want to go on this trip; So right now I sit in a mood of sorts, should I stay or should I go? I will think about it.