Saturday ponderings

Friday was excellent even though I was still in my “mood”. I spent over 7 hours with Amy. Total heaven even though at one time I wanted her to “Just hit me” and get the lecture over with. LOL I’m kidding! I almost fell asleep on her around 3 am, having not slept or very little sleep was doing me in finally. I welcomed my slumber when it did arrive and woke up this afternoon with a huge smile on my face and every empty stomach, so I grabbed some food and my cell. She called of course wanting to know how I was feeling, I swear she spoils me and I want to be the spoiler some time. Right now I want to see the movie In Pursuit Of Happiness, for some reason I feel that would be a very inspirational one to watch and I need that little kick to get me going once more. I talked to Jacks this afternoon, I know, I know, I should keep my big nose out of his personal affairs but I can’t. I really feel he is being treated wrong right now. Since he spilled his guts out to her, he now ignores the neglect and just does his own thing, making me feel more sorry for him. He’s tutoring some girl in a math and she has a huge crush on him. He is so blind he doesn’t see it and only thinks of his current girlfriend, who in my eyes does not think of him in the least. I know in my heart that if you do love someone you should give them a chance but enough is enough in that department, now he’s looking foolish. Lori and I strolled on the beach for a while, it felt good to get out on the sand and feel the wind blow and know I didn’t have to pick up an object and work with it. She and I talked about Mom some; I think Mom has been a little too busy with her sister lately to take some notice of her little girl. My aunt goes for another CAT scan on Monday and her nerves are really tore up. This is the tell tail scan, since her last bout with the cancer the doctors put her on a new drug -- this is sort of the last resort drug. If the scan comes up clean or at least clearer they will continue treatments, if not then I don’t know.