So the last few days have been stormy, blackish, weird, and a whole other bunch of adjectives that do not pertain to the weather. Yesterday I let new girl leave early and paid her not to come back. Her sniffling and whining with the long pouty lips were just killing me to see any longer. Cari and Diane stood with jaws to the floor when I told her it was ok just to hit the road. I can only take so much and hit breaking point, usually in a bad way so to restrain myself I just let her leave, wished her well and the best of luck.
A friend of mine called me today to give me some interesting news; she walked in her house and this strange lady about the age of 30, sitting at her kitchen table with a glass of tea and sandwich with soup. The lady made herself a meal and at home. Dana was flabbergasted; she stood at her door and quickly called 911 and waited for the police to come. As the lady walked out she turned and apologized to her for making such a mess in the kitchen. Dana asked if I might come over and just look about and make sure everything appeared to be ok, it was but she insisted on cleaning everything.
I’m happy the weekend is here, not so much will be on the relaxing point since “The Move” is in order for the next few days, which means time to buckle down school is on for myself.
I’ve had 2 emails asking me how Amy and I are doing, we are having our ups and downs as of late but things seem to be smoothing along. It’s hard to communicate online and expressions sometimes do not come across as intended. Being apart as much as we have in the last few months, you tend to lose touch and the connections of communication. The long waits between typed replies and even the way its typed can be misconstrued. Never the love however, that comes across loud and clear. I keep her informed on all my happenings and tell her exactly how I feel “No holds barred” approach is the best in any relationship. Once you deny yourself any honesty or expression you lose it all – trust is the key thing.
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