Can spring come a little early?

I had a nice calm weekend, just some office work on Saturday and a few visits and I was out the door. I checked in on Mom, she’s doing somewhat better but it’s an uphill battle for here on most days…..Now….
You know, I never thought I would have to “Defend” my relationship with Amy but it appears evident I must. However it really isn’t anyone’s business in the way we conduct our lives, since we aren’t harming anyone.
Let me give a little back history here for some might just get a clue; if not then you know what you can do with you opinions.
Nearly four years ago I hopped on my brothers MSN messenger to goof around with some of his people on his friends list. In no way shape or form had I planned on falling for anyone, due to the fact I was currently trying my best to get over a psychotic maniac of my ex. -- I can write and may just do a whopper blog on her later.
Things as they may, I did fall for someone on line, oh my, an online love affair!! Oh the quandaries and confusions that are added, not to mention you have to put total faith into that person as to whom they say they are – I could have been talking to a 50 year old male trucker—but I wasn’t.
Within the first few months we began our phone conversations, hour after hour. I wanted to move out and be with her but reality set in, I can’t leave my job, I can’t leave my family, and I needed to finish my degree. She was still in school and taking care of her own family—you can read her blog on her dramas there.
After these four years – no, I still don’t have her phone number or address, or last name, there again check her blog for her reasoning’s on those matters. But I have the knowledge that someone does love me, I guess that’s where the faith in someone comes in. Maybe I do look like a fool to some, maybe I will get hurt down the road, and then again, maybe I won’t. I hear the love in her voice and the actions she does. I don’t need more; I’m not a needy person when it comes to that.
I’ve never been the one to push or impose or demand myself on anyone, when the time is right the time will be right for us to meet and be together. I didn’t get mad when she told me to wait but accepted it like an adult and went on my way. I LIKE the way things are, there is no stress for me to run and jump in a car/plane to fly up to Canada be with her, then upset the apple cart by leaving in a few days.
I’m only 22 and she is 20, we both have all the time in the world to worry about “meeting” each other in real life later on. I want to enjoy what I have and live in the moment, not push it. I have school to finish and other priorities in life going on. Dropping everything to see her won’t help me in the least nor her, especially when I have to go back home.
When that day comes I will post and blog -- a monster blog -- but right now you better stay out of my face and keep your opinions to yourself. I don’t need them and won’t listen; my heart is happy and full just as it is thank you very much.
Now let’s resume our fun filled days and not worry about Mark and Amy.