Wednesday, March 4

Flitters…

Jacks and I spoke some today, he was in some sort of quandary (oh yeah serious stuff). It wasn’t much really, he’s just is lost in his direction right now, that happens to the best of us. Not too long ago I went through the same process, I assured him that it’s just a wait and see deal, hoping that some light comes and points you where to go.
He has above average intelligence to work it out, but I was proud that he came to me to talk. Where he is living now, he really doesn’t have anyone to truly discuss his feelings. Yes ladies, we gents do have feelings other than planning out how to get into your pants. Of course he has Jess, but her plate appears to be full as well, so we discussed his options, really it wasn’t a huge drama fest, he didn’t know what to build next, and it was bugging him not to come up with ideas “My mind is dry Mark” I cackled when he spouted that. Then at work they are really bearing down on him with some high flaootin lady that wants a just so-so house. I draw a room she likes it then “let’s add this and remove that” of course the removal is something she added the day before. I think it’s a combination of work and school and then our idiot Pops bugging the shit out of him about the Mystery of the Missing Tool set, of course Pops hasn’t sent me a detailed inventory of the missing property, so I can just replace it all and shut his ass up.
Beth has been rambling in and out of my life the last few weeks; I have no idea why all the sudden urge to want to pester me. I knew something was up when she just so happened to visit the country club the other weekend. Yesterday she gives me a call asking some advice on a new roofer. How would I know who is a good roofer? I suggested the one that roofed my house, I haven’t had any leaks as of yet. I’m not sure how I feel about these “accidental” meetings. When we broke up at first I couldn’t stand the sight of her, if someone brought her name up my stomach would cringe. Then it just turned to disgust now it’s nothing really, I have no feelings for her what so ever. I do at times worry about Elijah and how he is getting along; I still feel she’s not the most stable person on the planet, he’s not my kid so I have no say in his life.
Maybe it’s a case of the willies for me since the café opens tomorrow….. I will post results on Friday.

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